Scatterbrain

My mind has been scattered lately. Thoughts continue to collide inside of my mind, causing a tremendous amount of confusion. I haven't been able to write for the past few days as a result of the chaos in my head. When Christmas rears its head, I generally become somewhat withdrawn. There is a part of me that is never completely whole. Every year is a reminder of the people that are absent from my life due to death or dysfunction. Though I am fortunate enough to have many amazing people in my life, it does not negate the fact that there are people that I truly miss.