Catching up

I was feeling rather blah today. I woke up groggy from all the cold medicine I have been taking. However, once I walked outside and felt the warm weather, my mood improved significantly. I sent Roy an email in an attempt to arrange our chess meeting. I feel terrible that I always promise to meet him, and then don't get back to him until weeks later. I have a habit of doing that to people. It isn't my intention to procrastinate, it just happens. I am actively trying to change that.

I finally met up with Meg this Saturday. After three flippin' years of not seeing her, we finally got together. I promised her that we would make it a point to get together at least once a month. I always enjoy talking to her because she is a good listener. We talked about when we were both in the trenches together at Olive. We reminisced about Chad, The Rock Circus and Gargamel, among other things. We talked about her divorce, life, depression etc. Pretty heavy conversations, but amazing nonetheless.

Yesterday was a difficult day for me. I saw something that I wish I hadn't seen. My vulnerabilities were exposed and I felt like a child. I confided my weaknesses to Robin. She is a wise and caring friend. I was hoping to get some feedback regarding my "problem," and she didn't let me down. What she said made me think...really think hard about myself. I thanked her, and I thanked my lucky stars for having met her.

That's about it for now. Tomorrow, I take Ayva to her Physical. Hopefully, all goes well.